Hope the mother can come out of the trauma. :'(
A British brother has brought the greatest pain to her younger sister by raping her and making her pregnant when she was only 12.
The victim, Tressa Middleton, 24, of Bathgate, Scotland, was raped by her 16-year-old brother at her age of just 11. She had a baby girl since then but she was forced to give her away after authorities found the shocking truth.
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Tressa had suffered a deep depression and heroin addiction from the decision unit last year in October, she and her fiance Darren Young, 31, have their baby Arihanna.
She treasures her second daughter so much and she understands that she should be happier than ever, but describes the experience has been bittersweet without her first daughter.
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"I felt pure joy the moment Arihanna was born. There were times I thought I'd never have another baby, like it wasn't meant to be," said Tressa. "'But I also feel so guilty, because Arihanna is with me and my older daughter is not."
"She is still the first thing I think about every morning and the last thing I think about at night.
"I love her so much and I'll always be her mum. I can't be properly happy without her. It breaks my heart that Arihanna will grow up without knowing her big sister.
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With the deep affection for her first child, the 24-year-old mom expects the two daughters meeting someday when they are older. She has kept pictures, handprints, clothes and a lock of her first baby at her home in Bathgate.
"Arihanna will always know she has a big sister. I talk to her about it now, even though she can't understand. She'll never be a secret."
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She described her two daughters were polar opposites: Arihanna is smiley and contented, while my other daughter was vocal and feisty.
"I tell Arihanna that if her sister was here, they'd play games together. I joke Arihanna would follow her around and they'd probably annoy each other," she added. "I really hope that one day they can meet. It would mean the world to me."
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Tressa treid her best to provide Arihanna a happy childhood since her mother, Tracey Tallons, struggled with drink and drug addiction when she was a toddler. She cried because couldn't sleep through parties which stretched into the early hours.
And she was sexually abused by her bother since she was seven and four years later, she got pregnant after he raped her.
Jason Middleton admitted raped an 11-year-old, who became pregnant. Pic by Iain McLellan
Tressa kept the dreadful details of her first daughter's conception secret until she told a social worker. A DNA test revealed indicated the dad of the baby and her brother was jailed in 2009 for four years.
Her first was taken and she was told would be contacted once the little girl got adopted. Their last meeting was at the age of three of her daughter.
"I didn't realise it was the last time I'd see her. She didn't recognise me and she was scared. I couldn't hug her, I had to stand back when I talked to her," she said. "The worst part was when she shouted for her mummy - but she meant her adoptive mum, not me."
She said she wasn't allowed to say "mummy loves you" to avoid confusion to the baby.
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Tressa then sank into deep depression and used alcohol and drugs to numb the pain of losing her daughter.
Luckily, she managed to get rid of drugs with the help of a counsellor and began to build a new life with Darren. The couple had their child, Tressa's second, in 2012.
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The girl is now 11 and is aware she is adopted but Tressa wants to tell her the truth by her own self.
"I hope her adopted parents don't tell her that I fell pregnant because Jason raped me.
"I don't want her to read it in the paper, either. I think I should be the one to tell her. I want to explain everything to her, when she is old enough to understand.
"As for Arihanna, I'd prefer she didn't know the full details of my past."
