Teen overcomes social anxiety by becoming a ‘furry’ – dressing up as her wolf alterego Cosmo

Nervous Sophie Whitehead, 18, has cured her chronic social anxiety by joining a movement of ‘furries’ and wearing a top-to-toe animal suit.

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A nervous teenager has cured her chronic social anxiety by joining a movement of ‘furries’ and assuming the alter ego of a wolf with human characteristics called Cosmo – performing everyday tasks dressed top-to-toe in an animal suit.

A talented seamstress, Sophie Whitehead, 18, of Leeds, West Yorkshire, has even put her textiles BTEC to good use by running up suits for fellow ‘furries,’ who she charges up to £1,100 a time for a bespoke costume.

Struggling throughout life to make friends, Sophie told how everything changed when she stumbled across YouTube videos featuring the ‘furry fandom’ – a subculture of people who like to dress and behave as animals with human characteristics.

Now making a living creating costumes for fellow ‘furries’, having transformed her bedroom at her mum’s house where she lives into a workshop, she said: “I was drawn to the furry community as a way to escape everyday life.

“I have quite bad social anxiety, which makes me awkward and hard to talk to.

“Now I have a second furry family that I see in – and out – of my fur suit, it’s been a lot like therapy.”

A loner until she discovered the ‘furry fandom’ on YouTube aged 16, the community has improved her confidence and even given her an income.

“I was always on my own – a bit of a loner – and to pass the time I watched a lot of animal videos,” Sophie recalled.

“I’d watch cats and dogs doing silly things. Then one day a video about furries popped up in my suggested videos.”

“After watching it, I wanted to delve deeper and here I am, two years later, a fully-fledged furry,” she added.

Starting out by talking to other ‘furries’ online through social media and forums, three months later, Sophie splashed out £100 to order a fur suit head online.

She said: “The online community was a great place to talk, not just about furries but about feelings and hardships.”

“I found for the first time I could talk about my social anxiety and how I felt alone, and other people completely understood,” she continued.

“So, eventually, I ordered a wolf’s head online from America, but when it arrived, I realised it wasn’t very good at all.

“I stripped it back and did it up and, although looking back it was hideous, that was the start of my work as a fur suit maker.”

At first, Sophie confined her suit wearing to the family home.

She said: “It was quite scary trying it on for the first time.  It’s a lot different seeing it online and on YouTube.

“You always see them from the outside, so being inside one, it can be overwhelming how warm it is.”

“It’s like wearing an incredibly thick onesie in the middle of summer, so you have to build up your endurance to how long you can wear it,” she continued.

“I have to wear a cool down vest to keep my temperate down as it gets very hot, but it’s worth it for the fun.

“I used to only be able to wear it for 10 minutes, but now I can do two or three hours depending on the weather.”

She added: “Going to the toilet can be a bit of a nightmare, too, so you always go before or after climbing in. Fur suits in the bathroom are a big no no because it takes about 10 minutes to take it off and another 20 minutes to put it back on.”

Describing her family’s reaction, Sophie explained how, at first, her mum was concerned about the motivation behind ‘furry fandom.’

“I mostly wore my suit around the house, but my mum, Angela, a cleaner, didn’t understand what it was about at all,” Sophie said.

She continued: “She was a bit lost for words when she saw me in the fur suit for the first time, she sort of just looked at me and went, ‘Oh my.’

“I was so excited to get it I wasn’t paying much attention but I could see the confusion in her face, even though I’d told her about the wolf’s head prior to wearing it.”

“It was quite weird with her, which I understand. She was worried it might have been some sexual thing that I’d got in to, but I explained to her that it wasn’t about that.”

She added: “I told her it was just for fun, but it didn’t take her long to see how it was helping my social anxiety.

“Part of it’s down to being able to identify with a whole community of people for the first time and on the other side of things I am able to escape from everyday life and hide behind Cosmo’s persona.”

Three months later, Sophie sold the first wolf’s head for £100 on eBay, saying she “didn’t identify with the character” properly, and started searching on social media for a ‘furry’ she felt at home with.

“I saw Cosmo on a Facebook page and I fell in love with his design – his colours in particular really stood out, which is something I’ve never liked to do,” she recalled.

“It’s hard to explain, but Cosmo’s the kind of person that I want to be.

“He looks awesome and confident – the total opposite of me – and when I put him on I feel like I can push away my shyness to become those things.”

Splashing out £400 for the whole suit from a Facebook seller, a week after it arrived, in December 2017, Sophie went to her first meet up, where “60 or so” ‘furries’ from the surrounding area gathered together in a local pub to have a drink and a dance.

“It was really scary not knowing anybody,” she said. “I wasn’t sure my newfound confidence as Cosmo would pay off but it really did.

“Stepping out as Cosmo for the first time it was something totally different and despite the nerves it’s a moment I’ll always remember.”

“He isn’t big into talking, that’s how his character played out in my mind, but that doesn’t stop him socialising and making friends,” she continued.

“He’s outgoing and likes to be the centre attention – in a nice way. He will use hand gestures and body language to portray his coolness, like waving his hands around and slouching against walls.

“Luckily, I didn’t have to walk to my first meetup in public, I got dropped off by my mum and changed into my outfit at the venue, but it turns out most of the public react well when they see it.”

“Although it can be quite scary when people think they can grab you because you’re dressed up – especially when you don’t have your peripheral vision, because of the fur suit,” she added.

Now going to monthly ‘furry’ meet ups in Leeds city centre, Sophie has also developed a strong circle of friends, who she sees every week.

“We’ll go for drinks and dinner or out to the cinema – anything you’d normally do at a social,” she explained.

“We normally start off a meet up by going to a bar in our fur suits, but we will take them off later in the day, depending on what we’re all up to,” she added.

“I’ve made friends I think I will keep for life through the community. I even have two furries coming over on Christmas Day, although I’m not sure we’ll be suited up!”

Being part of the ‘furry fandom’ has transformed Sophie’s life.

She said: “When I’m in my fur suit I don’t feel like Sophie Whitehead, I turn into Cosmo.

“He’s separate from me and I’m separate from him. It feels like a release and there’s no pressure whatsoever.”

Hoping to help “other misfits find their pack,” in mid-2018 Sophie started creating and selling fur suits and parts for potential ‘furries’.

Converting part of her attic room into a workshop, she has two sewing machines, a large work desk and a chest of drawers full of fake fur, foam padding and vinyl.

“I spend about five hours a day working on different fur suits – it’s a very long process,” she said.

“I don’t often make full suits, I’ll do paws and heads, and it’s always to order.”

“I have made a full fur suit which I sold for about £1,100 but it varies from suit to suit,” she continued.

“My mum’s been a great help in it all, especially with the business side of things.”

Admitting she does not recognise the girl she used to be before becoming a ‘furry’, Sophie hopes speaking out will explain why it appeals.

“People are so often scared of things that are different and want to label or spoil them,” she said.

“TV programmes and popular culture portray being a furry as a sexual thing but as far as I know that’s not the case at all. It certainly isn’t in the furry circles I’m part of – it’s all about fun.

“I’ve made friends I think I will keep for life through the community. I even have two furries coming over on Christmas Day, although I’m not sure we’ll be suited up!”

She concluded:  “Even my mum thinks it’s great and sees that it’s given me a way to be myself and make friends – and it’s all thanks to Cosmo.”

WASHINGTON (AP) — A newly declassified U.S. intelligence assessment confirms that analysts at American spy agencies found no coordination between Tren de Aragua and the Venezuelan government, contradicting statements the Trump administration used to justify invoking the Alien Enemies Act and deporting Venezuelan immigrants.

The redacted memo from the National Intelligence Council said there was no indication that Venezuelan President Nicolas Maduro or other senior government officials are directing the actions of Tren de Aragua, a gang that originated in a prison in Venezuela. That is even as some mid- to low-level Venezuelan officials may have ties to the gang for financial gain, the document says.

“While Venezuela's permissive environment enables TDA to operate, the Maduro regime probably does not have a policy of cooperating with TDA and is not directing TDA movement to and operations in the United States,” the memo reads. “Furthermore, most of the IC judges that intelligence indicating that regime leaders are directing or enabling TDA migration to the United States is not credible.”

Trump has invoked the Alien Enemies Act to speed the deportations of people his administration has labeled members of the gang. The 18th century wartime law was created to give the president the power to imprison or deport noncitizens in a time of war. It has been used three times, most recently when Japanese Americans were detained during World War II.

Tren de Aragua has been linked to a series of kidnappings, extortion and other crimes throughout the Western Hemisphere. Those activities are tied to a mass exodus of millions of Venezuelans as their country’s economy unraveled over the past decade.

The National Intelligence Council helps coordinate the work of the nation's intelligence services, and its conclusions reflect the findings of individual agencies.

While the assessment found no evidence of significant coordination between Maduro and the gang, it noted that FBI analysts had reason to believe some Venezuelan officials may have helped some gang members move to the U.S. and other countries “to advance what they see as the Maduro regime's goal of destabilizing governments and undermining public safety,” according to the assessment.

A spokesperson for Director of National Intelligence Tulsi Gabbard rejected claims that the assessment contradicted the White House and noted that it did find some ties between mid- and low-level officials in Maduro's government and the gang.

Gabbard wrote on social media last month that her office, which oversees and coordinates the work of the nation's 18 intelligence agencies, “fully supports the assessment that the foreign terrorist organization, Tren De Aragua, is acting with the support of the Maduro Regime, and thus subject to arrest, detention and removal as alien enemies of the United States."

Gabbard's spokesperson, Alexa Henning, referenced the post Tuesday in response to questions about the assessment.

The memo, which includes significant redactions, was released this week after the Freedom of the Press Foundation filed an open records request, and it was first reported by The New York Times. The Associated Press reported on the assessment's findings last month.

Lauren Harper, who holds the Daniel Ellsberg Chair on Government Secrecy at the foundation, said it is critical to push for government transparency, especially as the Trump administration signals it may subpoena reporters to investigate government leakers.

“The public deserves to read this document,” Harper said of the assessment.

Two federal judges have found that Trump is improperly using the Alien Enemies Act and barred the administration from removing immigrants under it.

District Court Judge Alvin K. Hellerstein in New York said Tuesday that the 1798 law cannot be used against Tren de Aragua because it is not attacking the United States. “TdA may well be engaged in narcotics trafficking, but that is a criminal matter, not an invasion or predatory incursion,” Hellerstein wrote.

Democrats in Congress welcomed the assessment's release and questioned why Gabbard has supported Trump's justification for deportations, given her knowledge of the assessment.

In a statement, Reps. Jim Himes of Connecticut and Joaquin Castro of Texas said Gabbard needs to explain why her public comments don't match the assessment of her own agencies.

“The most basic responsibility of the director of national intelligence is to speak truth to power and, where possible, the American people,” said the lawmakers, who both serve on the House Intelligence Committee. “Misrepresenting intelligence in public causes grave damage.”

Associated Press writer Michelle L. Price in Washington contributed to this report.

People with photos of their relatives who were deported from the U.S. to a prison in El Salvador, for being alleged members of the Tren de Aragua gang, cry and pray outside El Salvador's embassy in Caracas, Venezuela, April 2, 2025. (AP Photo/Ariana Cubillos)

Tulsi Gabbard, President Donald Trump's choice to be the Director of National Intelligence, arrives to appear before the Senate Intelligence Committee for her confirmation hearing on Capitol Hill Thursday, Jan. 30, 2025, in Washington. (AP Photo/John McDonnell)